Even today I fail to understand....

From the day Sense started prevailing...or at least I felt so...I have not charted on the way others had...or I didnt think as others thought and this has continued ever since. For my friends...they felt it was normal that insanity dominated a sane person at times...but then for some it was subdued madness that was wrongly mistaken as raw intellect. Even at the moments of enlightenment (all of a sudden I am thinking of the emergency light in a loadshedding).......I HAVE FAILED TO AWAKEN MY HEART to the joy...of understanding things as they should be understood.....Even today I fail to understand....